Monday, September 21, 2009

It was just a regular day today. Got up at the same time as usual, watched my morning television shows, and got on my daily buses with the same bus drivers. One thing that did change was my mood in music. Since I am seeing Paramore in about two weeks, I started listening more to their music. They have a new album coming out next week and one song in particular has been my anthem. It is their new single called, “Ignorance.” I have been listening to this song for a while, but it wasn’t till this day that I paid attention to the lyrics. It was because I was once again frustrated with him. Argh! I started listening to the first verse of the song and it was exactly how I felt about the situation that happened between him and me the night before. It goes a little something like this:

If i'm a bad person, you don't like me
I guess i'll make my own way
It's a circle A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? your jury? What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life.

Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same….
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess i'll go I best be on my way out

I listened to this song non-stop. It makes me feel better. So I am at work, with nothing much to do. I just worked on Kristine’s Kube and organizing my desk. I printed out the guitar chords for the song so I can practice playing guitar and play a song that makes me feel good. Nothing too exciting happened. I just went on my usual daily sites. I left at 5:00pm and arrived at my apartment before 6:00pm.

I start playing the song on guitar, but I suck. I can’t figure out the strumming, which is my weakness. So I give up, like always. I haven’t played guitar in so long. I want to get back to it, but I forgot how to play all the songs I knew. I just messed around with the guitar a bit more, then went to editing the Nicaragua documentary I have been working on. My friend, Amanda who was at my apartment all day editing the three videos we needed to put together, did an amazing good! I just went through them and added b-roll that I wanted and deleted some interview I found irrelevant to what the company is looking for. I miss Nicaragua so much. I can’t believe it ‘s been over a year since my trip there. I miss the food and people. I want to go back one day.

My roommate comes home around 6:30pm, so we decide to order food from, Yum Yum Hunan! I love this Chinese restaurant because they have meatless chicken!!!! Definitely yum yum! While we were waiting for our food, my roommate gave me a little fashion show of trying to decide what she was going to wear to work since her District Manager was in town. Finally our food arrives and my tummy is happy. We watch The Simpsons, then a hilarious/sad episode of Hannah Montana, and finally on to my favorite show, One Tree Hill! Haha. I know… I love it! After all the television watching, I fixed a few more edits on the Nicaragua video. I then start looking at some concert footage saved on my external hard drive… good times indeed! I am off to bed by 11:30pm. Good night.